I don't think I can do this too much longer. It's getting to the point of flat out annoyance. Everything about it bugs me and I'm becoming more and more easily agitated. I'm so sick of being single that I don't want to let this go and I don't want to put in the time and energy to actively pursue something else. Do I just sit around and wait for something better to come along? I'm just lazy. And frustrated. And lonely.